A Certain Friend: I'm real scared for her...

I have this friend...

She means so very much to me.

I am extremely worried that she will do something terrible.

She doesn't think anyone loves her.

Hey:

Everyone loves you, babe!!!

Please listen.

Don't do anything stupid.

I'm just worried.

Just know I'm worried... and I'm not trying to be fake.

I sat for hours just bawling over you.

Believe me.

I love you.

I have this friend...

who i am extremely worried about.

tahXXX

What used to be... is no longer: my best friend.

the best thing about my best friend was the fact that she was always there for me.
we were absolutely INSEPERABLE. I was often referred to as 'the 4th daughter'.
we shared everything!!

secrets.

clothes.

beds.

feelings.

friends.

she was my sister. We fought like it... so therefor it's true.
she was an example to me.
she wasn't my religion... but she was my testimony. she taught me so much.
she was boy crazy :] still is, actually.
she is gorgeous.
she is ursula, brunette fetching whore, stephababe, panda g-string, ephanie bladwin.
(my long lost best friend.)

oh boy do i miss her.
she has changed so much i can't hardly bare to be with her.
maybe thats why i haven't been.......

or maybe it's that boy.

that boy.

baseball.

her equal.

long eyelashes.

shy.

poland.

as much as i wish i loved him.... i can't. i've tried to accept him. accept them.

it's just not working.

hey, best friend:

read this.

come back to me :]

example: we are wearing eachothers clothes from head to toe...

we are photoshoot buddies...

since 7th grade.

she a freak. and i miss her.

tahXXX

Childhoods are fun: my imaginary friend :)

Yesterday was a really bad day for me. Really bad.

It was brought to my attention how bad this world really is and the bad things people do. Stupid things.

So I spent a good part of my day either:

1) feeling like I was going to puke for all those idiotic people, or

2) crying to my best friend about the terrible things I had come to know.

Well... I remembered how easy and fun my childhood was!! And I remembered that I had an imaginary friend!! Yes friends, that is correct :)
her name was Duma :)
she had purple hair with black polka dots
purple skin with black polka dots
and she was part octopus :)
and was kinda part goth...??

Here she is!!!

i am definitely no artist....

as you can probably tell.

but the important part is is that drawing and doodling made me happy.

cause, boy. i was needin it.

dear people of Chloe's blog:

DON'T DO DRUGS!

I CANT EVEN STRESS THAT ENOUGH.

LOVEs.

tahXXX



Post math test boredom....

Have any of my lovely readers ever had a stalker??

No??

Lucky you :)

I am sad to inform you that I do.
I swear some people are so daft! When I don't___________(fill in the blank) to you, I think that means I want you to_______. When I am somewhat very rude to you, that means you__________me. When I __________ __________ you... Take a _______. Let's use our heads :)

Respond.
Annoy.
Purposefully.
Leave.
Hint.
Avoid.

Have a nice life :)

TahXXX

Oh how I love feeling inadequate.

Wanna know one of the hardest things... Ever??
When someone you are extremely close with is better than you on so many different levels. It starts to sting.
I wish it didn't... But it does.
I know I shouldn't feel that way, but how can you help it?! They're so perfect(even though they will argue and argue that they aren't) and then.... I'm not.
Oh I am faaaaaaar from perfect. So far it's sad. And yet.. I'm with the person who makes me feel the worst.
But he makes me feel so GOOD! How can a person make you feel two completely different feelings?? All I know is that I'm so grateful for that person. So beyond grateful. And I am very proud of their accomplishments and offers... Don't get me wrong! It's hard to watch, though.
Oh I wish I were good enough for you.

Looks like I've found a new goal.

TahXXX

[PROM]

So... Prom. Prom was a glorious day/night for me :] I had an AMAZING date: Dallin Childs :] oh boy.... he is such a gentleman and suuuuuuch a stud!!! I can't even get over how lucky I was to be asked by him :]

To start the day out, the boys came and picked us up at 8:45 and they took us to iHop. I had a delicious crepe... very good. Then we went to the Festival of Colors!!! Oh my.. TOTAL BLAST!!! Even though we kinda got lost, we still made it on time and it was soooooo fun!!!

Taylor!!! Looks like its snowing it was so dusty!

Me and my cute date, Dallin :] (Also my boyfriend)

Dirty pants!!!

In the car....Heidi is a creeper...

Me and Moe!! Don't you love the colors???

Me before the shower....
Imagine the water.
It was yucky.

Heidi... she looked the best :]

Before we were grafittied :]

Dall :] Looks good even when he's covered in color...

Haha, my shirt! You can see my where my bra was and where my shirt was tucked in :]

Dan and Heidi. Aren't they adorable???

This dish rag parked so close we had to do a 40 point turn to get out.
So we wrote on his car :]

THE group :]

Us just bein dirty in the backseat... ;]

MOE!!!!!

We were totally drenched in color!!! I can't believe it all came out in one 30 minute shower!!

After I got home an showered, I went to get my make up done. Looked great! Then I came hope and slept for an hour because I was EXHAUSTED!!!!!! So I did :]
Then I got ready!! Here are the finished looks :]

My haaaaair :] Did it  myself. Yes. I was very proud :]

Me and Heids. She looked amazing!!

No, I didn't kill, poke, or draw blood :]

The group!!!

Me and Dall :]

Over all it was a VERY good day!!! I loved every second of it and I i will NEVER forget the day :]

(The best part were the car rides :] Dall had a wonderful voice and he sang to me the whole time :] And, yes, we did cuddle, but that's beside the point :] He's a GREAT boyfriend :])

I hope your Prom experiences were just AMAZING as mine :] Love you all!!

Tah
XXX

day one...

introduce yourself in words and pictures. easy.

me being a cavette...

me and my bestest friend...

one of the many different faces of Chloe...

just.
me.

so. as you can see... I'm kinda a wide variety type girl.
i love chocolate.
i love to read.
i love taking baths.
i love my friend.
i believe in God.
i believe in life.
and love.
i believe in laughter
and being happy.
i try to live my life to the best of my ability.
i don't know who i am, or who i will be.
(not yet anyways)
i don't hate.
i really don't like my profile.
i love to dance.
i miss doing it everyday.
i love my team.
i love to work hard at everything I'm given.
(except school. i nearly got a D-......)
i love my life and everything in it. including bad days, including trials, including every bad thing that has happened to me. they make me stronger :]

get to know me better :] maybe we'll be friends....

tah
XXX