I'm in a relationship... I know I rushed it, but I couldn't help it.

I know I just got out of a serious relationship, but when you meet someone... Sometimes you just can't help it. When you're in love, you go for it.

Some people are just so important for you. You fall out, then you remember how much you loved a person... Or people. Liking more than one person is a bad thing, but... YOLO. I love them SO much!

Here's how I spent my Friday night with them ;):

Oh hey oh hey oh hey!

Do you ever feel like everything kinda blends together? Cause... I can't decide if what I dream is a dream, or if it really happened. Weird, huh?? Then school just kinda goes by in a blur... It's a strange thing!


I'm in a way crazy mood. I think it has to do with my running clothes. I love them :)

I'm going to legit fail math. A big, whopping F will show on my report card. I really don't even care, either. YOLO!! (that's a really bad motto for me I think....)

Drill Team: I need your advice.

So here's the scoop. Drill and dance company are supposed to have the same coach. I personally don't think that's going to work at all, but everyone else seems to think so. Drill will be a second priority, we will continue to have no respect or support, and our coach won't even be around for us. No, it just won't do.

I just don't know if I should stick around! I'm done one minute, not done the next. I don't want to deal with all this again! I've done it way too many times.

Pros of not doing it:
1. I can work all summer
2. Having a social life will be nice
3. I can do my fashion classes
4. I can be wild and free
5. The summer and school year will be about ME, not pleasing everyone around me.


Cons to quitting:
1. No friends
2. I'll get fat
3. I won't be able to dance everyday
4. Where will I go when I need to get away?


I feel like my pros are outweighing my cons.


WHAT DO I DOOOOOO!?

I don't want to compete against you anymore. I don't want to be part of a team I have to be self conscious on. I don't want to be a second priority. I don't want to be kicked to the curb; this is my SENIOR YEAR- every drill girl looks forward to this year because it's all about you. But not for me.


I'd love some advice.

Half marathon training: 6.2 miles

6.2 miles.
I know that doesn't sound like a lot, but when the only thing that's keeping me from doing more is my knee, I think that's pretty good! I could have kept going nooooo problem (stupid knee).
I'm halfway there and feeling awesome!


He waved today :) recovery? Maybe?

Loving life :) young and wild and free :)

Baby, THE bucket list:

My summer will be better than yours. Easily. Check it---->



(go skinny dipping, sleep on the school roof, hit up every lemonade stand in town, kiss a stranger, sneak out, go to a concert, hike Timp, run a half marathon) (this is only the beginning of the list... It will only get bigger :))