Sometimes, life crashes down in the matter of one night. That one might changes who you are, the way you act, and the relationships you had. I have had the unfortunate opportunity to experience this. All I know I am.. Can't be.
And the worst part, please don't feel sorry, but I have to share... And not one person takes into account this poor girls feelings.
I've told myself I'm okay and I'll move on; he's happy. But truth is, I'm not okay. I told myself it was okay that he didn't tell me he loved me, but it's not okay. I said dating other people would make me happy if it made him happy, but it hasn't. No one thinks about me. Yeah, I'm being selfish. But I can't just say its okay in 7 days. Already there have been many advances on him... None on me... None thinking of that poor girl he used to like.
Crying is weak, but my heart feels too strongly; that's the only thing it knows how to do.

I just want it back. With that I didn't have to feel insecure, worried, alone, confused, wondering... Because I always knew.

Life goes on... It just takes a sec :) I'm okay :)
Tah