Wanna know one of the hardest things... Ever??
When someone you are extremely close with is better than you on so many different levels. It starts to sting.
I wish it didn't... But it does.
I know I shouldn't feel that way, but how can you help it?! They're so perfect(even though they will argue and argue that they aren't) and then.... I'm not.
Oh I am faaaaaaar from perfect. So far it's sad. And yet.. I'm with the person who makes me feel the worst.
But he makes me feel so GOOD! How can a person make you feel two completely different feelings?? All I know is that I'm so grateful for that person. So beyond grateful. And I am very proud of their accomplishments and offers... Don't get me wrong! It's hard to watch, though.
Oh I wish I were good enough for you.
Looks like I've found a new goal.
TahXXX
If you're trying to be perfect than there's a few things you need to realize;
ReplyDelete1.Nobody else is even close either.
2.If you're trying then that's all you need to worry about.
3.If this person you are speaking of is who I think it is (your bf), then he loves you just the way you are. but I can't speak for him. You should get him to post on here.