It's all fun and games.. Until you act the way you told yourself you never would.
Life is scary.
Its only fun for a week. Then it's time to take the mask off and stop pretending to be someone I'm not; someone I don't want to be.
Saturday, May 5, 2012
Friday, May 4, 2012
Considering the events that have so unfortunately taken place in my life, this week was really, really successful :)
I can't say it's not hard, but I'm surprising myself :)
...I'm always here. I want you to know that :) I kinda wanna talk it out... Cause I think I know what I want, which isn't what it was. It could work :) just so you knoooooow :)
I like life :)
I can't say it's not hard, but I'm surprising myself :)
...I'm always here. I want you to know that :) I kinda wanna talk it out... Cause I think I know what I want, which isn't what it was. It could work :) just so you knoooooow :)
I like life :)
Wednesday, May 2, 2012
In the backseat, loving the heat, I'm seeing that I'm confident. Taking a picture, smiling big, walking like its nobodies business (cause its not;)), I'm seeing that this is not all shot; I can get a lot of experience out of this... A lot. Long talks, skipping in my walk.. I feel happy :) I feel hope :) I feel JOY :) oh boy!! Happy hues, cute shoes, awesome up-dos. I'm going to be the me I don't yet know... And I'm going to love her :)
I'm 110% in control of myself and my happiness :) why would I be crying if I don't want to? I gave myself one day... The continuing thousands won't be spent that way :)
Oh... It's been a happy day :)
I'm 110% in control of myself and my happiness :) why would I be crying if I don't want to? I gave myself one day... The continuing thousands won't be spent that way :)
Oh... It's been a happy day :)
Tuesday, May 1, 2012
I am watching the most peculiar movie: Phoebe in Wonderland.
Why must we live in a world that's so... Fixed? Being normal is so... Different. But being different... Being different is bad. Why must everything be so fixed? Why can't we talk to ourselves, or shout random thoughts without thinking, or jump... Because jumping is what we're told to do, but don't be different and do it, because that's bad. So we don't jump.. We sit and watch the peculiar ones, and we say THEY are different. And really.. We all end up in the same place; the place we all sit and wait for our turn to jump. Why must the world be so fixed?
Let's be different.
Tah.
Why must we live in a world that's so... Fixed? Being normal is so... Different. But being different... Being different is bad. Why must everything be so fixed? Why can't we talk to ourselves, or shout random thoughts without thinking, or jump... Because jumping is what we're told to do, but don't be different and do it, because that's bad. So we don't jump.. We sit and watch the peculiar ones, and we say THEY are different. And really.. We all end up in the same place; the place we all sit and wait for our turn to jump. Why must the world be so fixed?
Let's be different.
Tah.
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