The perfect halo of yellow and gold lightning

After 10 long months of being completely single and loving it, I've reached a point where I might be comfortable with the idea "single-and-ready-to-mingle".

I went on a long-awaited date last night with the only person that has managed to get me out of my single funk. We went to Traverse Mountain Outlets to finish our shopping date we didn't really get to finish in SLC. I found everything I was looking for: long skirts, ties, and trousers. I didn't buy anything (mainly because I didn't have the patience to try anything on[which may or may not have been because it's winter and I definitely don't shave my legs... but that's beside the point]). I would call this a huge accomplishment. And I realized something about him on this little shopping trip: he knows more about clothing terms than I do! It was really quite impressive until I got jealous.

I managed to get him to believe I utterly despised America and there was nothing good about this country. He got so heated about it, and I just laughed in the passenger seat because I found it so hilarious. It was a good basis for our night, though, so I regret nothing.

We watched the weirdest movie ever: Fantastic Mr. Fox. And when I say weird, I mean really weird. We were funny, though.


NOW.


I thought I was doing really well with the whole being flirty thing. Between laughing and giggling and the teasing, I thought it was just the right amount for him... I didn't want to freak him out. I didn't know how he felt about cuddling and holding hands and things like that, so I didn't really get my hopes up about it. I wasn't let down at the end of the night when I wasn't given what every girl hopes for at her doorstep because I wasn't expecting it. Not at all (although everyone else in my life was).

BUT, don't worry, apparently my caution was not what he had in mind. I have a "bubble". You're probably asking yourself what this means, and so am I.. so am I.

I guess it means I need to be more flirty and touchy. I DON'T KNOW HOW TO BE FLIRTY. I DON'T KNOW HOW TO BE TOUCHY AND CUTE ANYMORE. I've lost my ability to be sultry. I feel like I've lost my womanhood. When a guy says you aren't being flirty enough... YOU ARE DOING SOMETHING WRONG.


Favorite line of the night:
A: I don't know if I want to hug you cause you hate America so much...
C: Shut up, you want to hug me *goes in for hug* *steps on his toes* *embarrassed*



And he said, with his head in her hair, "Chloe, you're so beautiful!".

I sure hope I don't regret this post.

GOML

im all about change and trying new things and not being stuck. but I am doing just that; im stuck.
i want people on my same level.
i want people who will support me in my decisions.
i want someone who understands me