There's no one around to listen, although you think there would be between my team and my boyfriend. I'm afraid if I don't get this off my chest, I'll explode. A full blown, emotional volcano will erupt and everyone will know.
Life's hard. Schools hard. Friends are hard. Decisions are hard. I want someones shoulder to cry on, and someone arms to hold me tight. There's just no one to do that anymore. Once, my world was full of those people, but they've slipped away. Im a different person.. Who needs different people around, but you can't just buy them... You have to make them. Too bad they're hiding.
Dear friends, old, new, or soon to be found, I'm a little lost and would love a nice pat on the back, just telling me that it's okay. Thats all.
This is probably just my periods emotions speaking, so ironically I'll be okay in 5 days. These feelings only pop up when it's here. TMI... I know.
Tah
Xxx
