I see you maybe once a day...
If I'm lucky, I'll get more than a hey.
We don't have much to say...
Anymore.
We've drifted apart,
I can feel it in my heart..
I just want a fresh new start.
But I have to admit,
I want you still...
Maybe over the top of this hill...
One day.

I'm watching Dear John, and I'm remembering that I had that... I had someone to tickle me, sing with me, someone to get caught in the rain with.
But the funny thing is, those are the things I forgot. Strange that I would forget the laughs and good times..
My life seems strangely.. Exactly like this movie: I meet someone I hardly know, we hit it off right away, we have a great time for a long time, and then 'John' goes off to war again. He leaves, but they still keep in touch. Before he leaves, they get in a fight. He storms off and ends up hurting a lot more people than he intended. They do make up before he leaves, but I don't know what that has to do with anything.

I think that's as far as the movie fits for right now, but it's CRAZY to think about! Man, life was so different. Was that really only a few months ago?

I am happy, though :) I didn't think I'd be okay, but I am :)

Brownies just beeped!
Tah!

It's so hard to watch old friends slowly fall off the straight and narrow...

It starts with skipping church one day, wearing a bikini in the backyard, letting a bad word slip, missing class once or twice, hanging out with people who aren't the best, but not participating; shorter shorts than the ones you wore last year, lower shirts... Like I get it. Things are appealing, but I won't follow in your footsteps. And I hope you see what you're doing..