I'm not a quitter, but a believer in better opportunity.

The decisions I'm even facing are ones I never thought I would. I don't know which is right, I don't know if it'll be hard or easy, and I don't know how it's going to affect relationships with friends.

I'm a true believer in fasting, prayer, and temple attendance. It's never let me down before, and I don't expect it to, tomorrow.

Nothing worth working for is easy. But is it worth it...?




... And she said goodbye to the last string holding her to the past two years *goodbye*

9/15/12

Would you consider me desperate if I admitted I've been looking for dresses for about a month already? No? Okay good. Because I already have my dress and he asked me two nights ago. ... :/

I won't post a picture because that will officially ruin my look, but I have got to describe the ensemble... Because its so incredible.

The dress: it's black, with a sort of multi-colored floral pattern. The front has an open chest, a deeper cut sweetheart neck line, and pulls to a ruche on the left side, right under the bodice. The back is also open, symmetric to the front. The dress is cap-sleeved, and hits at my knee. So minus the low cut neck and the open back, it's basically modest :)

The hair: divide hair into three sections, horizontally. Pull top section into a poof, French braid the second sections back, pull the bottom into a pony. Make each of the tree ponies into two buns. Outcome: six little buns that will make a Mohawk sort of style. Sleek, but edgy; classy, but different.


The shoes: royal blue suede pumps that button at the side with a wave- shaped strap. About 5 inches. Incredible.

The accessories: a gold cuff, with a black bird printed on the top. Gold and silver cone earrings, connected to several individual chains. They hit almost the top of my shoulder (I'm not totally sold on these. I'm not a huge fan of dangly earrings with up-dos).

So basically.., I'm so excited :) even my best friend said he thinks I'll look seriously gorgeous, which is a major compliment, coming from him.


Now I just gotta answer him, plan our outfits together... And talk to him.. :)





Can you tell I'm taking my fashion merchandising classes seriously? Look at that fabulous use of vocab! Just let me pay myself on the back :)



Have a lovely fourth of September :)

Cloud 9.

Oh hey :)

Mr. Charming/ Mr. Stranger asked me :)

It fine :)


I'm still dying over how cute it was :)


So I'm sitting in my room watching gossip girl when my mom and sisters come in with a vase of a dozen roses, a lit candle, and a card. The biggest smile came across my face.. The biggest smile :) the truest smile :)


I look the envelope, and inside is a card with Alex on it :) (see pictures for what the card said) I open it up, and Never Say Never started playing... How could I resist?? It was so sweet :)


Tay called right after, and boy do I owe him big time. Seriously, I'm forever indebted to him for this :) the fact that he even got him to consider asking me is talent enough. We've never spoken! I'm not complaining, though :)


I'm so excited.. You don't even know. And I'm so okay with the fact that I don't know him; Carpe diem :)




Life is goooood.