June 1, 2012: what a good day

I started the day out with an interview. I wore a blue and white stripped pencil skirt, a baggy white blouse, coral strait sandals, and coral jewelry; it was very cute :)
I show up to this interview being 17.... Everyone there was like.., 25-40. Hahahhahahha! It was so funny! They wanted someone who could make a career of this, which isn't what I wanted (obviously since I'm a senior in Highschool). Anyway, it was a great experience.
I came home and took a nice 3 hour nap. I then went shipping for my daddy's surprise birthday breakfast tomorrow :)
The best part was the beach cruiser ride with my best friends :) we are so GOSH DANG CUTE!!! Like honestly.
We then got home. Steph rode her bike home, I drove baby blue (her slug bug). As we are trying- and failing at- to get in the car, we get water-balloons thrown at us by complete strangers! Not only once, but twice! We thankfully got away before they could make a round three.
We got real hungry, so after looking at our adorbs pictures on my bed, we went to madys to make a delightful pizza!! It was real good :)

Over all... A successful day :)

Summer: it's begun!

Having beautiful friends you can always count on is really nice :) and so is looking good in a swimsuit after hiding your limbs for months on end :)

I can't be strong all the time.

When life hits you, it hits you hard.

When will I get a break? Where's the dawn in this dark night?

The reality of it: just for her.

I really thought I was okay. When I completely ignore the situation, the fact that she's there and I'm brushed to the side, I'm okay. BUT WHEN YOU ARE SITTING THERE WITH MYYYYY EXBOYFRIEND... I CAN'T DO IT. I CAN'T DO IT. I'm soooo glad that you can sit there with that human lie... Because you deserve something that good. You really do.
You don't deserve the dallin I knew.

I'm sitting in the backseat crying; you won. YOU WON.

There's no point in me even hoping anymore.

Running

If my right leg didn't go numb after 3 miles, I could go and go. You can only run so much more after 3 miles until you get worried about the loss of feeling.... Today I only went 4.62. I really gotta build up my distances if I'm going to be ready for my half marathon in 10 weeks.

And I also hate seeing the one person I try to avoid in this world. While I'm running, to make it even better! Whatever. I look good in those tight pants and fabulous running top ;) look all you want ;) with that stupid shrug wave you always do. Don't look happy to see me or anything, it's chill. We just dated for 2 years and 3 months... Not a big deal, I know.

Sorry for the ranting... :)