i'm now tweeting...

chloe has officially entered the world of
twitter!

kinda confusing right now... but i'm sure i'll be addicted in no time :]
follow me @GilmourChloe


also.
school is in threeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee (3) days.
do you feel as sick as i do?


tahxxx

its that easy.

some people call it immature.

i call it eliminating the problem.

click and delete.

erase cyberbullying.



tah xxx

the parts of dancing i don't enjoy....

the 'giver-upers'.
the quitters.
the whiners.
the 'this-is-too-hard'ers.
the betrayal.
the petty competition between girls.
the 'i' in team.
sloppy arms.
sloppy legs.
not pointed toes.
and betrayal.

don't get me wrong.. i love and adore every person on my team.
but sometimes...
sometimes people rub you the wrong way.
and you get angry.
and want to punch things.
really hard.
over and over again.
and they only way to make that go away...is be better than them. let it go and kick their butt.

now that you've all seen the physical, and slightly scary, part of Chloe....
I'm gonna go now :]

have a lovely day!!

tah
xxx

the fibers of my being ache for this one passion... dance.

have you ever been so excited to do something... that your whole self feels EXCITED??? alive?

well goodness.

i feel as if my nerves are on fire.

all i want to do is dance.
to turn, turn for ages. and do it well, and beautifully.
to jump, to leap. to leap high, and with grace. to feel the beauty your body can create. to SOAR through the air.
to capture those moments, and movements, in pictures.
and to admire them.

this week i found that i love to jump. and that I'm quite good at it. i LOVE it.
i love to turn as well. as long as i am NOT in gore boots on newly refurnished floors.
:]

can i just say....

do what you're passionate about. and do it well! and love it! take it all in. don't let the hard times get you down. go for it!! go for it FULLY! don't have regrets :]

of course... we all envy ladies like these... and wish that we could be just as beautiful. maybe in my next life.

also.
i have red hair :] pictures... soon?

"... if we want a picture, I'll have to roll up shorts up, and pull my duck down."

tah\XO

i dress like a mom..??

is it strange... or worrisome... that i am told i dress like a mom?

not to be cocky, cause that is definitely not what i am, but i don't think moms could look as good as me.

just saying.

"....she's like the mom of the team."

tah

xo



cutest names!.. and random things..

i thought id share these names now before i forget that i love them :]

1. Sutton (girl)
2. Spencer (girl)
3. Phoebe (girl)
4 Andrew (boy)

haha... can you tell which kind of kid i want?? kind? i talk like they're a pair of shoes... oh well. not something I'll be actually thinking about for.... 10 years? yes, at least that :]

also.

school.
i really hate school. i have such an inward anger towards it.
I'll go to school, tell myself I'm going to be good that day and i won't get angry at the teachers...
but i go and what do i do??? lose my temper.
great. and whole other year of it.
and.
and I'm not very excited to see... some certain people.
I'll control myself and be nice..
i am just certainly NOT excited to see you :] :]


one more thing.

drill.
starts up again tomorrow.
who knows what direction I'll take:
1. stay with it and stick it out...and pray that the best happens.
or
2. quit, get a job, have a real social life, do well in school.... possibly get fat.
who knows!
tomorrow and Tuesday will determine my path...


I've got a brain full of random things lately :] its absolutely beautiful :]

nothing funny happens in life anymore. so...
tah/xxx

CrossFit..... ouch?

if you've ever heard of CrossFit, you've probably heard that it sucks and that people hate it.

i am no different.

the blistered hands.
the muscles that you didn't even know could be sore.
not being able to sit.
getting down on yourself cause you can only bench 55 as your max weight.
getting down on yourself again cause you can only do 40 pull ups in 20 minutes. and almost puking. twice.

but!

i love it :] its such an amazing feeling to know you just worked hard.
and guess what?
i don't hate it :] i was kidding...it's actually really fun!

and... it makes you happy. its like a good kind of drug :]


looking for a good workout?? may i suggest CrossFit???

tahxxx