Lets add to the pile titled "future"

College deadlines are December 1. You know what that means! Applications, applications, and more applications!! Yeeees.

But I'm so young I don't even know where I want to go. So. You can see how this causes a huge problem. I plan to apply to lots of schools... And pay lots of money.

On top of all this, I have my biggest life problem to worry about. It's only become more apparent to everyone (even though I really don't think it's something everyone needs to lose their heads about. I'm good, I got this). So my mom has started sending me her personal trainers motivational healthy tips and quotes.
I mean they're really great, and I can see them helping. I just don't know how much will power I have to give up sugar... IT'S EVERYWHERE. And when I turn something down, people always reply "you're seriously on that healthy crap again?" "You're young, you can eat whatever you want" "you're perfect the way you are" "you're eating right?" Can we just accept I don't feel happy, comfortable, or OKAY when I eat like that? Is that bad?? Really, is it? I don't like having to compromise my diet habits to make someone get off my back... For something that's good for me.

Palio. I'm going Palio. I can handle Palio. Please, all I ask is that you support me. Don't give me a hard time when I decline your offer to a donut. Don't ask me to go to Starbucks and get coffee (or coco for me). Just spare me the guilt.


... I'm your little harlet, scarlet. The queen if Coney Island.