You don't know how strong you are... Until being strong is the only thing you've got.

This morning I did a run for my aunt who was diagnosed with pancreatic cancer about 6 months ago. She was said to have stage 4, which is the most severe. The remarkable thing is that her cancer marks say that she is almost completely cancer free. It's just absolutely amazing the faith she has... I want to be just like that.
I'm so glad I've got the chance to see her.. Her great attitude and her strength :) running for her was the best run I've ever run :)

Continue to have a great spring break... You only live once :) remember that when life gets unfair :)

Tahxxx.

You know those houses you pass when you're driving long distances that are nestled in the trees, all alone, without any neighbors? I used to think I'd hate living in a place like that, but as I've grown and started to get a feel of who I am and what I like, I think that's exactly what I would like :) a house with big glass windows that look put across the beautiful reddened mountains :) mmmm... I can see it so clearly. I would fit in perfectly in that environment :)
Bucket list...

Loving this time to get away, breathe, get tan, and see some of the things I love in life :)

Have a WONDERFUL spring beak!

Tah.

General conference is always so personal. From almost every talk, I have learned something new, something I need to work on. It always gives me the courage and the strength to do it, too. Listening to the testimonies of these wonderful men and women make me want to run to my savior :) they give me the courage to do things I wouldn't do without hearing it from them :)

This church is true... I would be lost without it. Completely lost.

Time to make these goals a reality :) come what may; I'm ready :)

Have a lovely Sunday... Tahxx.

I just wish she knew... It was all because of her.

I asked: anyone but her. But it was her. From the very night we ended...

I said don't talk to me... I thought you'd fight for me. I thought I might mean something a little more than what you were giving me. I was stupid.

And now... I sit and cry. Every moment.

Girls.. Don't trust the boys. They don't take your heart into consideration. They just don't. Even if you think they're different.

The reason the churches boundaries are where they are... Is to help young girls avoid the heartache. No girl should have to deal with this. Not one. I didn't listen.. And look where it's gotten me.

Do not follow my stupidity. It's not worth it. I just want to forget it all.

And also.. I need friends. Sign up below?

Have a lovely day. Tah.

I'm so aggravated.

It doesn't hurt.. It makes me sad :)
It's not hard... It's shocking :)
It's not dumb... It's unfair :)
Its not that I'm not there... It's that I've been replaced so quickly :)
It's not different... It's not how it's supposed to be :)
Its not that you're happy... It's that you're happy without me :)

And yet I still try to smile and be grateful :)

Don't fall in love... It only breaks you apart.

Tahxxx

Sometimes, life crashes down in the matter of one night. That one might changes who you are, the way you act, and the relationships you had. I have had the unfortunate opportunity to experience this. All I know I am.. Can't be.
And the worst part, please don't feel sorry, but I have to share... And not one person takes into account this poor girls feelings.
I've told myself I'm okay and I'll move on; he's happy. But truth is, I'm not okay. I told myself it was okay that he didn't tell me he loved me, but it's not okay. I said dating other people would make me happy if it made him happy, but it hasn't. No one thinks about me. Yeah, I'm being selfish. But I can't just say its okay in 7 days. Already there have been many advances on him... None on me... None thinking of that poor girl he used to like.
Crying is weak, but my heart feels too strongly; that's the only thing it knows how to do.

I just want it back. With that I didn't have to feel insecure, worried, alone, confused, wondering... Because I always knew.

Life goes on... It just takes a sec :) I'm okay :)
Tah