Life sucks.

My summer has done nothing to be but make me miserable. I have seen my boyfriend 6 times... And I'll be lucky to make it 9 by the time school starts. No one understands how hard that is for me.
I have drill everyday for basically the rest of the summer... Which then takes away my time with my best friend. I already haven't had any.
Basketball? I really thought I liked it. I thought the coaches were amazing men... But now I'm just terrified of them. I can't even support my friends?? Nope, and you probably shouldn't go to any games ever again, either. I can't go to the store without fear of spotting one of them... Because I would honestly probably start crying.
I feel extremely neglected. Girls need reassurance sometimes. Whether it be in a relationship, or just in a friendship. Not that I really have either right now.
I'm scared of what the future holds. I hate growing up.
Mostly Im just sick of having no time. Things are so inconvenient right now.
My heart can't take it anymore. What the hell am I supposed to do!? Please exude my language. All I want to do is swear lately.
Life??? Just stop.
Trials are good clo... They make you stronger. You'll be a better person at the end of it :)

See that??^^^^^^^ that would be me being bipolar. I'll have 15 minutes of crying and feeling sorry for myself, and then I'll be fine. I think I need to be mediated :)
Don't think I'm crazy.
I'm just confused.
Tah(again) XXX

Sunday Blues: blank?

It's Sunday morning....
&& I'm sick.
Lovely.











**trying to find a good app for blogging with.. Any suggestions???

Tah
XXX

P.S. Crying is dumb. Anyone know how to drain tear ducts?? Permanently?

just some random things: happy, sad, thoughts, hearings, events...

well hi.
i know you have forgotten about Chloe's poor, poor blog.
but i'm back and ready to be happy again!!

just some random things.

1. i have heard from a few people that they know of people who read my blog. but they also mention that they think i might find it creepy.
HAHA.
let me asure you, i do not :] my blog is here for random people to read it :] please feel free (i would also greatly appreciate it) to comment :]

2. wow. ITS FINALLY SUMMER!!!

3. so.......
i'm obsessed with this show.
maybe you've heard of it??
Pretty Little Liars.
oh my.
which brings me to...

4. i'm FREAKING IN LOVE with all the music on that show!!!
its just the absolute best thing out there.
check it:

http://abcfamily.go.com/specials/music/videos-details/sound-booth/cant-go-back-now-the-weepies/pl_PL5570398/vd_VD55131623

http://abcfamily.go.com/specials/music/videos-details/sound-booth/add-my-effort-the-weepies/pl_PL5570398/vd_VD55131629

(that would just be two of my many favorites)


5. i'm happy again :] i got to see my friends, i got to finally enjoy summer weather. i got to sleep in passed 7!!!
life.
is.
good.

6. some people are dumb. get over yourselves. just cause i'm in the spot you think you deserve... doesn't mean you do :] i'll be front if thats where i'm set. i might feel bad, but i'll do it better than you :] promise.

7. i cry a lot lately.

8. I'M OBSESSED WITH PRETTY LITTE LIARS!!!!!!

9. my obsession with clothing as strangely, and very sadly, disappeared :[
hopefully it will come back when school starts again....?

10. i REALLY...

REALLY

REALLY

REEEEEEEEAAAAAALLY

want to cut my hair to my shoulders again.

yes

or

no

???????????????????

11. i love you :]

12. I LOVE MY NEW TEAM!!!! you are the best people ever :] i'm excited for all our great times!

thats all for now :]

life is good.

dont complain.

thats dumb.

be grateful.

laugh... a lot.

make mistakes.... learn from them :]

enjoy everything you've been given..... theres a lot.

TAH

XXX

SOMETIMES...

SOMETIMES...

i want to do something on a summer night. because i might actually be able to.

and

SOMETIMES...

i wish i saw you.

and

SOMETIMES...

i wish my hopes, wishes, plans (choose any one) would actually happen.

tah.

XXX.

youth conference: what i've learned...

I had youth conference the last 3 days... and let me tell you!!

it was amazing :]

definitely a different experience than the last AFY (American Fork Youth) that i went to, but it was awesome :]

i met some people... or maybe just one ;] and they made it okay that my dumb, loser, bad-attitude-having- friend wasn't there :] thanks!

while we were there, three things never left my mind:

1. I AM going to the Celestial Kingdom... because i am a worthy Temple Recommend holder :]

2. "We are as the Army of Heleman".... we are such strong youth! oh my goodness...its absolutely incredible!

3. I know what the spirit feels like :] i have come to know and understand it. i have never had a time when i haven't felt it because... well! i haven't done anything to make it leave :] and i never want it to!

i am so blessed to be apart of this church.. because its true, the only true church, and i don't know where i would be without it.

i know my Savior loves me, and every each one of you, as well. we are His sons and daughters and he wants nothing more than for us to return to Him :]

no matter the deep, dark hole you have dug for yourself, you can always get out :] through love and repentance, it can be as if nothing ever happened :] and that is such a comforting feeling :]

i hope that you can feel His love as well... there's nothing better :]

TAH

xxx



Some people....??

The nerve of some people.
Don't you know that everything you say about someone.... Eventually makes it's way back to that person??
The nerve.

A day like today calls for Twilight.. For the 16 time.

It's sad that I always resort to Twilight when I have days like today.
Maybe I just want to remember the times of when I read it for the first time.
Or maybe I just like the place that book takes me.
Because whenever I read.. I got places.
And this takes to me to my 'this kind of day' place.

Happy reading.
Also.
HAPPY SUMMER!

TAHxxx