day one...

introduce yourself in words and pictures. easy.

me being a cavette...

me and my bestest friend...

one of the many different faces of Chloe...

just.
me.

so. as you can see... I'm kinda a wide variety type girl.
i love chocolate.
i love to read.
i love taking baths.
i love my friend.
i believe in God.
i believe in life.
and love.
i believe in laughter
and being happy.
i try to live my life to the best of my ability.
i don't know who i am, or who i will be.
(not yet anyways)
i don't hate.
i really don't like my profile.
i love to dance.
i miss doing it everyday.
i love my team.
i love to work hard at everything I'm given.
(except school. i nearly got a D-......)
i love my life and everything in it. including bad days, including trials, including every bad thing that has happened to me. they make me stronger :]

get to know me better :] maybe we'll be friends....

tah
XXX

30 days:

yep, i'm a copy cat.... i am also among the many to start the 30 day chanllenge. i think i may suck at it. so forgive me in advance for the days i miss :]

day 01 – introduce yourself with pictures and words

day 02 – your siblings


day 03 – your room


day 04 – what you ate today 


day 05 – your definition of love


day 06 – your day

day 07 – your best friend


day 08 – a moment


day 09 – your beliefs

day 10 – what you wore today 


day 11 – your first love


day 12 – what’s in your bag


day 13 – this week

day 14 – what you wore today

day 15 – your dreams

day 16 – your first kiss

day 17 – your favorite memory


day 18 – your favorite birthday

day 19 – something you regret


day 20 – this month


day 21 – another moment


day 22 – something that upsets you

day 23 – something that makes you feel better


day 24 – something that makes you cry

day 25 – a first

day 26 – your fears

day 27 – your favorite place


day 28 – something that you miss


day 29 – your aspirations


day 30 – one last moment

tah
XXX

still believing...

so. we don't really have anything to do now that drill is over... so we've just kinda messed around during the period :]

first. me and a few of my girls run at 7, then go work out.... it is soooo nice!

and second: we have now decided to go to the temple every Thursday!! not as a team... but kinda :]

yesterday, we got ready and what not... then we discovered i had my camera!!!

--what do a bunch of bored girls do with a camera???

take a look!!

don't you see why i love these girls so dang much?!

tah XXX

Waiting for the day...... full of glitz and glam.

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CAN YOU TELL I'M EXCITED FOR SOMETHING!?!?!?

PROM!

OH I'M STOKE :]

First... festival of colors.

second.... getting ready :]

third... pictures

fourth... dinner

fifth... dancing the night away :]

and p.s.

anyone who feels they rock at hair and wants to help me out....

would be GREATLY appreciated!!!!!

MARCH 15, 2011-- SPRINGTIME

Spring is in the air!!

Rode to Roxberry today.

On my lovely beachcruiser!

Warm weather:

Please don't leave :]

tah XXX

the worst weekend of my existance:

first:
no more drill team.
second:

no more prom.

don't you wish you had a weekend just like mine??

don't.

that would be a waste of your time.

tah

xxx

...And this is how the end of the story of the Cavettes goes:

THE TRAGEDIES OF A YOUNG GIRLS LIFE:

so.
everyone knows I'm on the drill team- or was- and everyone knows that it was my life. i loved waking up at 4:45 to go see my girls, to work my butt off, and to make my coaches, my school, and myself proud. i loved it.
but, every good thing has its downs. and this is mine.

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last night we had our end of the year showcase. this is when we perform all our competition dances and its our clinics for Jr. drill. and we had so much fun! so much fun! it was a great way to end the year.... not.
first, i was going to miss my seniors SO much/ second, i wasn't ready to give up my team, and third, i didn't want it to be the last time together. but... all good things have to end.
so right after showcase- we're all happy and bouncing off the walls and trying not to cry- our assistant coach comes in and says she wants to talk to us.

*** now. if you were me, wouldn't you think she was going to tell us how proud her and amber were? yeah, that's what i DID think. boy was i wrong.***

so we all gather 'round. she starts telling us how proud her and amber are and what a privilege it was to work with us this year and how much she's learned from all of it. then she says 'BUT'. uh oh.

"me and amber really love you guys, but as you know, Merrill has been fighting to end this team. we are so sorry to say that we are not coming back next year."

the rest is a blur.

they're gone!! they aren't coming back!!! after all the hard work, the time, the energy..... they aren't coming back. ouch.
so as you can imagine, we're all bawling and saying 'why, why, why', hoping that its not all true; we know it is. we. were. devastated.
as we all eventually shuffle out of the stuffy, moist, sticky locker rooms, we just keep bawling. we go to the gym and find out that it wasn't all Merrill who had cancelled us: it was our coach.

***okay. this is just what i heard. we aren't positive if this part is true, but they've got to have some part in it.***

and that news RIGHT THERE ^^^^, broke me. i bawled, i had to sit down, and it was just the worst thing ever.

***AN EXPERIENCE FROM THE DAY PREVIOUS***

we were all sitting around our coach after clinics. she was telling us about how important it was that we recruit and that we need to get as many girls as possible.... blah, blah, blah. we've heard about a million times by now.
then she asks who's trying out next year; we all raised our hands. except she didn't see mine! you should have seen this women's face. it was like she actually wanted me on her team. she wanted me!! not just my number.... and that was the best feeling: knowing my coach wanted me.

***now, back to last night***

after all that, and we don't have a team. wow. how do you think i felt??? this is what i was feeling:
frustrated that this was happening.
like i wasn't good enough because our coaches quit.
like i needed ibuprofen because my head was splitting.
like i needed the greatest hug I've ever gotten.
like all the things i sacrificed.... were a total waste.
and that this was only my first year. only my first.

we all then proceeded to go out to dinner and we had a marvelous time!! the best way to cure sadness is to laugh :] so that's what we did.

everything will be alright. i pray that it will.

I LOVE MY CAVETTES WITH ALL THAT I AM.....

have a lovely day at school and an even better weekend.

tah// XXX

*and hey! I'm going to prom :]