All the things that never appealed to you sound more inviting than you ever thought they would. Things like kissing and holding hands and staring lovingly into a boys eyes, while he stares back. Things like taking a purse with you everywhere you go, with a wallet full of money and a shiny plastic card. Even things like getting dressed up to go shopping with your girlfriends (getting ready never sounded fun to me..).
But especially marriage.
I don't know what about it has suddenly made me want it, but I want it. I want to meet that boy that makes me want to spend every thought on him, every gaze in his direction; every touch from him. I want to do his laundry and make is bed. I want to marry him, and I wanna have the best honeymoon anyone in history has ever had (yeah, that emotion has changed, too). I want him to see me in every aspect of life- and to love me for it. I want him to see me in white, holding a bouquet of flowers, sitting across from me in the temple, sealing us together for time and all eternity. I want to take cheesy wedding pictures with him and I want that "pure happiness" smile girls seem to be wearing everywhere I turn.
I'll wait 18 months for you, perfect man. Wherever you are, I'll wait. Waiting makes the heart grow fonder.
... Maybe this one.
Chloe
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