In the backseat, loving the heat, I'm seeing that I'm confident. Taking a picture, smiling big, walking like its nobodies business (cause its not;)), I'm seeing that this is not all shot; I can get a lot of experience out of this... A lot. Long talks, skipping in my walk.. I feel happy :) I feel hope :) I feel JOY :) oh boy!! Happy hues, cute shoes, awesome up-dos. I'm going to be the me I don't yet know... And I'm going to love her :)

I'm 110% in control of myself and my happiness :) why would I be crying if I don't want to? I gave myself one day... The continuing thousands won't be spent that way :)
Oh... It's been a happy day :)